stressed out!
Wicked (Cast) - Defying Gravity-- Lee Iacocca
Updated about me page Edited my name page New layout - like it?Well, firstly: sorry for the bandwidth issues. I swear this happens every month.
I'll be paying for some extra monthly bandwidth the moment I have the means to do so.Life for me at the moment is best described as "stressful." With college as hectic as it is right now, and on top of that the fact I work sixteen hours a week over the weekend and that various issues are appearing in my social life (read: some of my friends are being twats, guys are as hard to fathom as my own feelings for them, and I am experiencing a bout of self-consciousness and inadequacy) my head is in a constant spin. I go from feeling industrious, hyperactive and cheerful to being sullen, depressive and subject to long spells of moping and brooding. And when I'm in the counterproductive phase, the facets of my life take a beating and I'm left with even more to deal with than before - due entirely to my own fault.
But anyway, I doubt you really care about that, so I shan't go too deeply into my current state of mind. It's a bit depressing and unseemly for a casual blog, I think.
I've applied for uni. I did this on Tuesday. My choices were nottingham, sheffield, university college london, kent and bristol. I didn't want to put all my eggs in one basket, so to speak, so I picked universities from a fair variety of standards. I also made sure that they were nice universities in areas that I'd quite happily be able to live, seeing as once I get there I'm stuck there for three years (and another year will be spent in France, so I'd rather feel well and truly at home somewhere else beforehand.) Anyway, I'm a bit nervous about the whole "getting into uni" thing. My college work has suffered immensely as of late, and I'm predicted quite high grades but I am apprehensive that I won't be able to achieve my potential. Argh, stress. I suppose it could be worse, but that is of no consolation to me!
Ugh, right now I have a splitting headache, which has been plaguing me since I started work this evening. The fact it was godawful busy tonight doesn't help (although that being said, I quite like the frenetic nature of a busy night's work.) I thought I was gonna pass out, but I didn't say that because it would have sounded a tad overdramatic!
I don't think that dwelling on the source of all this unrest is truly helping matters, so this is where I'll leave it for today!
| Update by Sarah @ 01:21, Sun. December 02 2007 |
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